Fuckin: Part 2

So how did I learn to just relax and let Daddy fuck my brains out? I can not emphasize enough how important my square peg plugs were. I always really wanted to be able to get fucked with ease, the problem was I couldn't! I felt the same way about toys. I wanted to be able to enjoy a plug or a dildo, but the fact is I didn't. That is what is so amazing about Square Peg. It wasn't just less painful, it was actually really pleasurable. I loved the way it felt being plugged.

Once I started to enjoy some form of ass play, it became much easier to explore and experiment with others. Now that I had motive and means, I was able to really get into ass play. This is why I asked Daddy if I could be locked in chastity, with the caveat that I would be allowed to play with my ass as much as I wanted.

I'm not going to divulge the details of what happened after this rule was in place. The important thing is that I started to realize that I could get just as much pleasure from my ass as I could my cock. In all honesty, I had never considered this before. Of course, since then, I have already started to learn I can actually get a lot more pleasure from behind.

After only about a month or two of this rule, I was starting to get fucked regularly. Now, Daddy just fucks me whenever he feels like it. Gradually, I stopped needing to start on top, be plugged first, or check to make sure I'm clean. I'm more comfortable getting fucked, and I'm a lot more confidant about how easily Daddy can do it.

It isn't that the feelings of discomfort have just gone away. There are still plenty of times when I start to feel overwhelmed or uncomfortable. Now, though, I treat it like a test of my endurance. Every time it starts to feel like too much, I challenge myself to keep taking it. The whole point of the exercise has been to be a better bottom for Daddy, and it still is.

I'm on to the medium plug now, and I can't wait for Daddy to drill me again.