Wednesday, September 29, 2010

The Bondage Itch

What, you ask, is the bondage itch? Well, contrary to popular belief, the bondage itch is nothing at all like jock itch (though I suppose a jock could be involved in a variety of ways). No, the bondage itch is that overwhelming desire for restraint. It rears it's head for me every now and again. It's that low down feeling inside where all you can think about for days at a time is being bound and gagged. No matter how many times you jerk off. No matter how hard you try to think of something else. No matter what you do, all you can manage to focus on is bondage. While every now and again I get the itch to tie someone, most of the time it's me fantasizing about getting roped.

And lately, that is all I can think about. Over the past few days, I have wasted hours dreaming about getting trussed into a tight hogtie and looking at porn. This specific flare seems to be centered around my since-I-was-eleven-years-old kidnap fantasy. That or that sort of old-fashioned tie up game sort of bondage. No sex, no pain, just struggling and mppphhhing. You know?

So come on. Who out there wants to rope me up, stuff my mouth tightly, and leave me to struggle for a bit? No takers? Like any condition, it will go away on it's own eventually. But I may as well ride the wave while it's lasting. Eh?




12 comments:

TFG said...

If I were closer, I would!

Unknown said...

come to kalamazoo mi i will tie your ass up and gag u with a dirty gym sock

Sente said...

I'd love to Ben, maybe tomorrow night?

Anonymous said...

meet me in Atlanta on Sunday and I'll not only kidnap you but keep you till your ransom is paid all while you struggle and mmmmphh all you want.

Ben said...

MMMPPPHHHHHH!!!!

Anonymous said...

Ben,

I live in DC. NYC is just a 75 min ride and no baggage check for my bondage gear. Could kidnap, gag, hogtie and milk you...repeatedly...until that "itch" was scratched :-)

Mike Dane said...

Ben I totally understand your feelings. Thinking, dreaming, fantasizing about being bound and gagged also becomes an obsession for me.
I do hope you get yourself tied up soon. I was lucky and got tied by two great guys last week.
Thanks god for those great memories.

Mr Enigma said...

I did when you were in DC

Ben said...

Hey Adven, who are you? ;-)

Greg said...

I'll volunteer next time you're in LA ;)

Anonymous said...

You're such a cutie

MasterLowLow said...

How much time do you have? A one nighter or a weekend, I have plenty of time open if you’re in the area. I am sure I can do more than scratch that itch and then some. MLL MasterLowLow@yahoo.com