About a week or two ago a friend of mine told me about a hot hypno Daddy he had been talking to on recon who lived in New York, and I had made up my mind to poach him hehe. I checked out his profile and really liked what I saw, so I sent him a fairly long message telling him about my interests, my experience, and my apprehensions. I was glad to discover not only was Neil interested, but also he had actually been a long time reader of this very blog!
After a few online interactions, Neil stopped by last Tuesday to talk about what went into a hypno scene, do some exercises with me, and possibly do a scene. So first we talked about the theory of hypnosis, or at least the one he believes in (apparently there are many). We then talked about what we actually do in a practical sense to experience a trance. Finally, we discussed the erotic possibilities of hypnosis including hypno bondage (which had interested me the most).
First we started with a simple exercise, which I am glad we did, because it took away a large chunk of the fleeting skepticism I had been holding onto. In it, he basically used a simple suggestion to my subconscious to make me feel a pulling force on my hands and make them come together. And I have to say, it worked 100%. I could TOTALLY feel the pull on my hands, and I was rather surprised at how strong it was.
We then went into some basic trance inducing exercises to get me used to going under. During this time, Neil would implant my subconscious with suggestions that I would later react to even when not in trance. Now in all honesty, this was a bit harder for me than I had anticipated. There were times when I let my mind really wander and go “deep” as Neil called it, but they were few and far between. I think it will take a few more sessions for me to really get there.
Because of this, there were things that I elected to do because Neil told me to, and not because of an automated reaction (which was the desired goal), such as when he told me to remove my clothes or raise my left hand. NOTE: Neil had told me ahead of time that the conscious mind had a tendency to rationalize things, and because of that I may THINK I wanted to do these things, but I really had no choice. To be honest, this is the only part of hypnotism I still find slightly suspect. Not to say that he or the whole process is fraudulent in any way, but the only times I experienced this I truly feel like I was acting under conscious decision-making. I more see these at times when I had not gone deeply enough into a trance to accept his suggestion.
However, the majority of things that resulted from the hypnosis I DID either feel compelled to do, or just felt more natural doing them than usual. For example, after my last trance (not including the closing one), Neil could put my hands together and say “Cuffs”. And what do you know; I really couldn’t move my hands from that position. It is actually a weird feeling. I wondered if I was just faking it for my own benefit, and if I tried I could get out. But to be honest, I don’t know if I could. It is really hard to explain. There is a large strain on your muscles because your mind is forcing them to maintain a position. What’s interesting is I tried doing it on my own after Neil had left, to see if I could naturally force myself into the exact feeling I had experienced under Neil’s suggestion. I put my wrists together and tried to force my muscles to experience what they had before, and I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t get to the muscle tension that had kept my wrists so firmly together. Also, he would say statue and I wouldn’t be able to move my body. Again, at the time I don’t know how foolproof this was, but my limbs did feel a certain solidity to them that helped me maintain each position.
I have trouble writing about it all, because frankly it is a very confusing process to go through. I intend to do more sessions with Neil, and hopefully overtime I will be able to offer a bit more insight into the process. For now, I highly recommend you check out his website at http://erotic-hypno.com/.
