Again, this is a recap post trying to keep you all up to date on whats been going on. So last week I went to the eagle with the same Sir as in my previous post. For a while now the idea of exhibitionism/public display have intrigued me greatly. Mixed with bondage, it also becomes objectification (which I have always found hot). The idea of being kept bound, gagged, and, possibly, stripped in public has always been a really hot idea to me. I don't mean public as in secretly, getting off on the thrill of almost being caught. Rather, in a public of consenting adults who would mostly be pleased by the sight.
I arrived at Sir's and he knelt me by his couch to have a brief chat about slavery/submission. It was really illuminating for me. As most newbies in the scene already know, idenities like boy, sub, pup, and slave are obviously self identified and therefore only have loose definitions. Still, talking to Larry really cleared up some of the intangibility of some of these identities and made things a lot more easy for me to grasp. After talking to him, I am more sure of my boy identity than I have ever been. Did you hear that world? At this time in my life, I am a boy! hahaha
So after the talk, Sir took me to the Eagle. For those of you unaware, there are Eagle bars all across the country that typically act as the main leather bar of the city. At the DC Eagle, Sir took me upstairs where it was a bit more dark and typically reserved for people actually in leather. Once we got up there Sir said hi to a few friends while I stood (always) a step behind him on his left. When spoken to, I was very polite, eager, and hopefully charming. If I wasn't spoken to, I was silent. This lasted for about ten mins or so until Sir decided it was time to put me in more suitable attire. He stripped me down to a white jock strap, my sneakers, and white crew socks. *Sidenote: for those of you who don't know, SNEAKERS ARE A HUGE FAUX PAS IN ACTUAL LEATHER JOINTS. I did not have boots at the time, but have since purchased an inexpensive pair!* After being stripped, I was mitted and then wrists cuffed behind my back. Lastly, I was gagged tightly with a black ballgag. For the next fifteen mins or so I just followed Sir around as he socialized. It really felt amazing. I loved every minute of it because it was a clear visual cue of my inner submissive nature. I was not only recognized as a sub, but was humbled by a Sir and given a clear purpose.
It was then that several young college guys I know from a rival school showed up to recruit people for an HIV study they were conducting. It was slightly awkward at first to be seen like this by people who not only didn't know me in this context, but were not a part of, and probably didn't understand the leather scene. Still, their company was well appreciated as I am a huge supporter of HIV/AIDS outreach initiatives, research, and education. I got back into regular garb to participate in the study and 30 mins later came back and got into my mitts and gag. We spent another 40 mins or so there just socializing, obviously with me being admired but recognized as a sub, and not addressed directly. All in all, it was a great night of exploration. Hope to do it again.
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