To prove that I was worthy and more ready to obey His command, I underwent a week long series of obedience training; basic orders and commands to be followed and preformed daily. After proving myself more obedient and well-trained than I had in the past, He agreed to lock me up last night after work. I arrived at 8pm and he locked me in this little number: http://www.mr-s
With this attitude, I was very excited to wear and test out the device. On the street I was surprised to find it was not only comfortable, but also fairly covert and unnoticeable. Unlike my previous experiences with chastity, I could really see myself wearing it for a while. I wore it to the bondage club where I was happy to wait on BLL contributor Sente. He tied me up several times and showed me off in my locked-cock state. Having my cock locked during play was a rather interesting experience. For the first time EVER possibly, I was truly unconcerned with my own pleasure. Knowing I couldn't cum, and that my dick was incapable of feeling any stimulation, it made it clear that the importance was on the man I was with. It was literally like my dick was non-existent. It's hard to really explain unless you have been in that situation, but it made me feel submissive and subservient in a way I had not quite experienced through any other method.
However, it was at the club that I started to experience the first drawbacks of the device. Every time I tried to piss, the trajectory of my urine would miss the hole in the device and end up filling the tube with piss. After a few seconds, it would start pouring out of the back of the device and all over my crotch. It was mostly just a mild nuisance. However, that night when I got home and got piss all over my jeans, I realized what a problem it could be. On one hand, yes: being forced to accidentally piss your pants a bit is hot and VERY humiliating. But in terms of the practicality of wearing this device long term, not being able to piss without getting it everywhere is simply unacceptable.
As the night wore on, and I started to get exhausted (I had worked 20 hours in 2 days and gotten about 10 hours of sleep combined), the pissing problem REALLY started annoying me. In that moment, I cheated and slipped my dick out of the tube to piss without problems. I then stuffed it back in the tube, but everything started hurting. The skin under my balls was getting raw and irritated, and frankly I was just getting bothered by the whole situation. Still, I went to bed and just resigned to deal with it. At 5am I woke to my balls tingling and pinching. I was so frustrated that I just tried cheating and taking the whole thing off. Which is when I REALLY hurt my balls trying to tug them through the cockring. Realizing I couldn't get it off, and just wanting to get some sleep made me FURIOUS. I texted the Dom to let him know I wanted it off first thing in the morning. After a while, I managed to cool off and fall back asleep.
When I woke up, I was still pretty over the whole situation, and quite ready to get the cage off. The Dom said I could come over at 2 and so I went about my day till then. However, something had happened last night in my 5am panic. I had realized how helpless I was. I really was LOCKED in and had NO POWER AT ALL to free myself. My dick and my body was truly under the control of one Man. The more I let this sink in, the more intoxicated with my helplessness I became. I got some lube and reset everything as best I could so it would be as comfortable as it had been the other night (in my 5am panic the night before, EVERYTHING had fallen out of place and was terribly uncomfortable and cumbersome). And then I texted the Dom...and BEGGED him to keep me 24 hours as we initially agreed. I thanked him profusely for locking me up; grovelling and giving in to my total submission. I realized I had become dickless, and in that realization I gave in completely to being under a Man's power.
I spent a full 24 hours in chastity. And while it had it's ups and downs, I am very grateful for the experience. We ended up discussing the pissing problem and figured out what went wrong exactly. Now, I can't wait to be locked up again for even longer.
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I guess a little lube goes a long way. that black chord looks like it would cut into your skin if you were locked in too long. wouldn't mind trying that but it's a little too expensive for me.
I've never been turned on by chastity but your description of what it's like and the pics of your helplessness REALLY turned me on. Didn't see that coming.
Also, is it a thong back? Even more potential for humiliation - 24 hours in buttfloss.
Be sure to wear the security noose next time so you won't slip your penis out again.
Ben,
I am glad you stuck it out. Enforced chastity can be a real turn on - and 24 hours barely gives you a taste. You should commit to a week. Besides you look great with it locked on!
question - did you resolve the piss backing up issue with that device? Have been in a cb6000 since Mar 2, 2010 and have been told a steel one is next - you recommend that one?
s tom
Hey Ben,
The chasity device looks great on you. But you need to shave your pubes! Also, once you are locked up - You shouldn't have any option to get out. Calling the key holder to get out should not be available to you. A contract should be signed for a period of time and you should be held to it. Otherwise its not enforced chastity. Try having your key holder lock you up and put the key in the mail to you. Knowing that you cannot get out until the mail arrives. And if you are able to pull your cock out of the tube as easily as you did, then you need a more secure device!
How does one contact you? I can't find contact info anywhere on the blog. I'm with The Black Party. andy@popularpublicity.com
Hey guys. I never did resolve the pissing issue while I was locked up. However, as someone suggested, when I was unlocked the Dom told me the noose had been too loose from the very beginning. That's why I slipped out of it, which is why I had so much trouble pissing.
The cord that ran from the cage to my back wasn't a thong. In fact, it was just a piece of leather that the Dom ingeniously tied to keep the cage from sliding off during daily wear.
In terms of everyone's call for LONGER chastity hehe, in time. This was just an experiment to re-introduce me to the experience. I really did get a lot out of it though, and I look forward to more experiences.
The first time I put one of those on with the noose tight enough, I left for a drive without taking the key. Thinking about how hot that was got me horny pretty quickly, and I had to turn around immediately to unlock it. It hurt so intensely I thought I might be doing permanent damage. That was a scary thought -- what if it was injuring me and I didn't have the key?
I've since learned a few things:
1. It wasn't injuring me.
2. Where the hook holding the noose rests in relation to my cock makes a huge difference how much it feels. So depending on how you put it on, it can just prevent pullout, or it can punish you for thinking happy thoughts.
3. I like my Carrara belt better ;p
Interesting post - but I'd like to know more about how you underwent a week long series of obedience training. What were the basic orders and commands to be followed and preformed daily so you could prove yourself more obedient and well-trained than in the past?
You really need to try the cb-6000. I was locked in mine for a month and had no trouble. It's all about the fit. It may take a couple of days to get the right fit, but it's worth it. You can't event tell you're wearing it after a few days. It just becomes part of you. I love it. It's really hot to not be able to have access to your own cock.
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